Pessimism

worried about the future. worried about us drifting further. it's tough not to think of such things, seeing the way things are right now.

i want the old 'US' back. i don't like what we are now. i miss you, i miss us. but there's nothing i can do about anything now, except to wait for time to pass, so slowly, so painfully.




it's only been awhile and my kite seems to be flying further away from me. not exactly what i expected of 'flying high'.