Daihatsu Terios

following up the video on the post below, i want to say, i should have gotten the Daihatsu Terios instead of the Honda Civic.

i believe i made a mistake by not looking at the Terios when my brother suggested to change to a Toyota Rush, which was a joint production by Daihatsu and Toyota, before we switched to the Civic. the Rush is underpowered, well at least it's what i've seen from the reviews, that's why i didn't want it. but i didn't do any research on the Daihatsu.

though less powerful than the Civic, i believe the Terios would have been a ride that's more fun. higher ride height, 4WD, budget/ mini-SUV, what more could i ask for?

i have regrets now, but not much though. i still like the Civic, but as mentioned, i would have had more fun with the Daihatsu.

i hope there will be a better, but still affordable Terios in the coming years, because i will definitely switch to one if my dad decides to change the current Civic. which would probably be after the next 5 years.

Great video

car and Top gear enthusiast, please watch this video. especially for those who drive a Daihatsu Terios 4WD and have never gone off road.

P.S. it made me laugh the sh*t out of my life. and my mum thought i was crazy.

Better already

i'm feeling a lot better than how i felt at FAS. decided to take things one step at a time.

like Siti said, patience is virtue.

Thanks, my friends

i would like to thank my friends (you know who you are) for the amount of concern shown. when i'm down, i have these people to support me.

i want to thank especially my BFF, Lynnette. i want to thank you for not just comforting me, but tried to wake me up by being a little harsh even when i was down.

you guys never fail to be there for me. thanks to all of you.

*POP*, goes my bubbles

after a day of excitement, i finally fell to what i told Lynnette. the amount of hopes put into "it" will eventually lead to great disappointment.

it came true, and now i feel like shit. i almost cried at TRCC, which is why i told Lynn not to talk to me about anything, which is why i left TRCC before anyone else did.

contemplating on me and relationships, i realised that i'm pretty much a failure of many sorts. i have never fulfilled what i ask for in my previous 5 relationships. i've failed badly, and as much as i want to recover, i once again fail to do so.

it's not a matter of time, it's a matter of fate, something that lies in God's hands. i can never control this, and i know it damn well. i may very well have to wait 10 years for someone to accept me, to let me try to win her heart, but do i really have that much time? i'm not going to die, but it would be too damn long.

i want to get into a relationship because i want to be loved, i want to love, more of the former though. it's a tough task for me to fulfill, it's a really high mountain for me to climb.

P.S. i don't blame you, i don't blame anyone but myself. i probably came in at the wrong time, and you're definitely not ready. it's just natural for me to be emotional over these things. don't worry, if you're reading this.

Time trial

had time trial on Saturday and Sunday, mine was on Sunday.

i did better than average, but i didn't achieve my goal.

Dream

i dreamt of her last night, again. just that this time, the dream wasn't an enjoyable one.

we kissed in the last dream, and we quarreled in the recent one.

this sucks. i'm so sick of it.